Sunday, July 31, 2011
Life goes on?
Everywhere around me life is moving right along. The sun hasn't stopped setting. The birds haven't stopped singing. The flowers haven't stopped blooming. Stella hasn't stopped growing. My friends and family have picked back up on their daily routines. But what about me? I'm stuck. I'm in limbo. My heart is shattered and I'm in the most intense grief I've ever felt in my life, yet my heart yearns to be mended and to find happiness. I wanna be out of limbo. I wanna be happy. But happiness seems so far off in the distance, that I can't even begin to make out its shape. Is there happiness out there for me again? Or am I doomed to walk around in this strange limbo for the rest of my life?